Online shopping is a curse

F*ck!...I had bought this book online called "The Brave New World" last week and even before it reached me, I blew up about 600 bucks on yet another book...just now!! I have been spending soo much money shopping online that its crazy. I cant help it..its soo damn convenient! The slightest of provocation makes me do it. For example, I was listening to Iron Maiden's Brave New World when I came to know that its inspired by the book with the same name. I went to flipkart and 3 clicks later, I was a "proud" owner. Just now, I was listening to Black Sabbath and reading a bit about them on the web when I came to know of this book called "The sound of the beast: The Complete Headbanging History of Heavy Metal". Seconds later, I found myself buying it! A few days back, I saw Assassin's Creed video and got reminded of how badly I wanted to play this game when my Xbox was wrecked. I had promised myself that I would get it as soon as my Xbox gets fixed. Suddenly, I started feeling guilty of going against my words!! It was crazy!! Needless to say, I bought it!

Its the ease with which one can get the stuff and the feeling that you are not spending cash from your pocket which makes it addictive and seem harmless. I am always like..its ok..just this once..I dont need anything else. But there's always "something else"! With every arriving shipment my folks give me a piece of their mind and seek an explanation. However, instead of controlling the urge, I changed the delivery address to get the shipment delivered at my office!! Damn..am soo screwed!